||[16. 03. 10|03:27 am]
//edit. okay i know i'm kinda lor soh these days. endless word entries and complaints. haha next one, i PROMISE there will be pictures and no whining about my bad day. :)
The last 6 months was probably one of the most difficult times i had to go through...
(i'm starting to think its retribution for leaving church haha perhaps a sign that i cant do w/o God)
Some really Bad stuffs happened....some u know, some u dont.. some i shared, some i wont.
it STILL is hard, i'm STILL struggling, i'm STILL fighting this battle in my head
but OH WELLS. like they say, what doesn't kill you makes u stronger! haha
and i guess despite all that drama that has been going ard, we dont forget the good times too. :)
So, here are 10 reasons why i should feel happy!!
1♥ My mum is totally gonna get the Canon S90 for me next week!!! OMG.HAPPY TO THE MAX! and lets just say we wont be paying a single cent for it cos... u know.. teachers got incentives? hehe
2♥ Celebration of Friendship! its cheesy but i ♥HEART♥ you!!! can't thank everyone of u enough. for being there and for loving me. Jul, Jasmine, Aiping, Tina, Grala, Fanni especially..these girlfriends i totally trust in and out, and know will always be there. :) those i didnt mention..it doesnt mean that i dont heart you, but the list would be endless!! u know who u are.. :) AND those who dropped me an sms or two, a phone call, a msg on msn and on facebook (esp from those i least expect)..... i really, really appreciate it and it means so much! i guess if there's one thing i'm really happy about in the last one year, it would be my relationship with friends. :)
3♥ A few months ago i was quite broken becos of somethings that were going on at home. but fret not, becos broken no more! all has been mended and we're a happy family now. :) cracking jokes, giving each other high 5s, ganging up with dad to trick mum, long conversations...seriously, i couldnt ask for more. ♥
4♥ Meyer! haha irritating, but the most adorable, boy-like dog ever. i wish he knew how much i love him and how much he makes me happy.
5♥ Gonna get a FREE haircut and hair dye session soon at goldwell again. woohoo to freebies!
6♥ Dad scored a better opportunity at another company. so monday was his 1st day and his boss gave him a company renault mini van to drive (a little old tho)!!! But here's the best part.... its MUCH smaller than the old van that we had.. it is AUTO (not that i cannot drive manual ok. just not confident!), and wait for it.......... YES! .I AM ALLOWED TO TAKE IT OUT. HAHA is that awesome news or what!! hahaha. SMRT will still be my bestfriend...and i'll be too afraid to ask him to lend me the car actually..but at least possibility not zero and its not a huge manual van sitting at home looking at me but i cant drive it out to meet my friends....now got chance! hehe
7♥ i thought of a COOOL wedding video idea!! duh, for my own wedding of cos. haha. okay totally out of point and call me typical. but i like thinking about how i want my wedding to be like! haha (i can sense guys running away alr. Hmmph!)
8♥ Finally managed to catch episode 15 of ugly betty's season 4 after a long hold up on the US side! can't wait for the next episode! dont know why i like that show so much actually. zzz. OH and did i mention that i LOVE AMANDA, MARK and WILLAMINA? haha
9♥ gonna get my eyebrow embroidery done before i go US so that i wont be afraid of not being able to find my fav eyebrow pencil there! and SOON NO ONE CAN SAY TT I GOT NO EYEBROWS. haa! PUI
10♥ and lastly..... letting it go! :)
I don't want to be the one to say goodbye. But I will, I will, I will. I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly. But I will, I will, oh yes I will. Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around. Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back. The only way to really know is to really let it go. Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me
I don't want to be the first to let it go. But I know, I know, I know. If you have the last hands that I want to hold, Then I know I've got to let them go. Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around. Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back. The only way to really know is to really let it go. Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
I still feel you on the right side of the bed. And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head. But I'm gonna wash away, oh I'm gonna wash away everything til you come home to me. Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back. In the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back.
- Maybe by Ingrid Michaelson